Tick, tick, tick…

January 25, 2008 at 11:13 am 2 comments

I think about this….

 I think about it because its too painful

to talk about. so instead it just spins

spins and spins in my head.

I think about my lost babies. killed off

like the cells they were.  methotrexate, fludarabine,  cytarabine

kidnapped my babies, one right after the other. My sons,

my daughters


methotrexate, fludarabine, and cytarabine took my husband too.

because we have so much in common that I wont allow my pain,

my victimization to be yours too.

at some point, I will have something I live with,

 something I controled

and you will have yours

yours to hold.

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2 Comments Add your own

  • 1. briko158  |  January 25, 2008 at 2:15 pm

    Love is embracing another’s pain as if it were you own. It is taking someones burdens and shouldering them when your other can no longer forge ahead. I have found mine, mine to hold. All that is mine is yours and my only desire if for you to share the same sentiments.

    I love you!

  • 2. Becca  |  April 29, 2008 at 8:48 pm

    Our strength is yours to have and hold. It is what friends are for. We will be your strength when you are weak. You’re not heavy your my sister.

    Peace, Love and STRENGTH to endure.


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